my changed perceptions

citymeg

May 7, 2010

i remember going through puberty and noticing my pussy lips seemed to be really big. i would look in the mirror, pull on them, and wonder if they were normal.  my mother had recently passed at the time and i dared not ask my dad such a personal question.  i was worried and embarrassed though.  i almost gained the courage to ask my friends what their pussies looked like to determine if mine was normal or not, but i would always chicken out, for fear my freakishness would come out.

i had sex with the first guy who ever saw my vagina when i was 16.  i remember the fear of showing him my vagina, but he said nothing upon seeing it.  i couldn't bear to let him go down on me though - i felt like that was exposing my large pussy lips much too closely to him.  i still didn't know how mine compared to others, and i was ok with missing out on the licking.

i went to the gyno shortly later to get on the pill.  i remember going to the planned parenthood and anxiously waiting to meet with the gynecologist.  i determined that there was no way she's not know if my pussy wasn't normal.  so this was my true test to find out if there was something "wrong."  my pap went find, she didn't say anything about me being weird, and i didn't ask if there was something different.  i accepted her silence as a good sign.

over the years, i still worried about my large pussy lips.  i would try to watch porn to see what other pussies looked like.  i knew mine were larger, but i didn't know how men perceived it.  i eventually allowed a man to lick my pussy, enjoying the feel as i wondered if he thought i was weird.  i would quickly get over the fear though, it felt too damn good to have a wet tongue suck on me to worry about it.

a few years ago, when i first had sex with what would become my boyfriend, i remember his first comment was "oh, wow, look at this big beautiful pussy lips."  i was at first taken aback, wondering why he had to comment at all.  but then i learned that he really really loved my pussy.  for 3.5 years, we had an amazing sex life.  we would have sex everywhere and all the time, and never once did i worry about what he thought of my big pussy lips.  watching him go down on me became one of my favorite things - and i couldn't wait to kiss him after so i could taste myself all over him.  we had so much fun playing with each other - my fears went away.

when we broke up, i again worried the next man i would find wouldn't like my big pussy lips.  i looked into getting my vagina "enhanced" - or letting the docs chop off my pussy lips.  but in all honesty, i didn't really want to do that.

then i found this site.  and thank you.  i am again reassured why i am keeping my pussy as it is.  i've never had complaints, i've had repeat visitors, and i have amazing orgasms.  so what if they're bigger than normal?  they're mine an they're staying put.

love the site, and thanks for sharing how beautiful pussy lips can be.  i only wish i had seen this when i was 13!!!

meg

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