It's hopeless :(

upset gal

February 12, 2007

okay...I've written to you before, I honestly cant remember the name i used, but i know that u haven't replied, i dont blame u, u must get a billion letters, but i really hope u reply to this one. I am 14, i wrote before when i was 13. I have a problem with my large labia, it's kind of hard to explain. I think that they are beautiful, and i think that having small ones would just look WEIRD! but then again, i would give anything to have been born with them, because i feel like that's what guys expect to see. I am not an ugly person, I'm actually very attractive ( i dont mean to sound full of myself when i say that)...and i feel like if guys see that im beautiful everywhere else, then they expect me to be beutiful down there too. I think its beutiful down there...but its the other guys that don't. I've heard SO many guys my age diss my kind of pussy, and every time  ive brought up the subject ive had a close boyfriends dump me shortly after, its happened 3 times...out of 3, the other ones after that i just didnt open up to about this kind of thing, ive learnt my lesson. (weather thats the reason or not i dont know, but one of the guys told me he just wasn't attracted to me anymore the morning after i told him....the night before i told him, he told me i was absolutley gorgeous... we liked eachother and had been best friends for 2 years previously, so my suspician is that it is why). I feel like i have nothing attractive underneath my clothes, I am a A32 in breast size also which im often teased about it (even my own mom does :P) , it doesnt bug me that much though, im often the one making the jokes :P. But i just feel like I have to be more then what i am, all the guys always always talk about sex and stuff, and then i see those gorgeous models (even on this sight) with perfect breasts or perfect skin, or perfect pussies, and its seems like thats all guys want..  Guys my age dont seem to appriciate the sexiness of large labias and it has me frustrated and worried.
    My self confidence is going way down lately about it,  and i think that there are more men who hate them then love them, i dont blame them when theres those cute small pussies out there.  
      Im really discouraged and i need you and some other guys to help me out. plz tell me that there are atleast SOME guys my age that dont find it repulsive...thank you :)  i know this is stupid...i hope you dont think of me as superficial, i love myself and my body and love  what gods blessed me with. I am in no way a low or vain person (its whats on the inside that counts after all). Its just this ONE thing thats really got me down *after all its the most important body part when it comes to be attractive :P*. I dont beleive in surgery, i beleive that our flaws are waht make us beautiful...I just wish others thought the same. I just want other people to love what i love about myself.  
     Ps i think its really great what ur doing. if it wasnt for this site id be having the surgery (which im so against)

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