midnight
January 30, 2007
Hi..
I got some "problems" with these things too. I never feel
comfortable with this. I don't know why. I'm now 20, and still a
virgin.
I've never done sex before, but there was an
accident. I was dating a man. He's 9 years older than me. One
day, we visited my grandparents. This is where the accident happen.
The bathroom's door lock was broken and he came through when i was
naked inside. So, he looked at mine. He said nothing and got out. I
was scared, but he kept silence.
And 5 months later,
we broke up, because i found out that he's been lying all along. And
what i got last month is a mail from his ex girl, telling me that she
knows i have a very ugly pussy. It gives me a very unpleasant
feeling. And that jerk's been e-mailing my friends telling them that,
and that i had sex with many guys.
I have a new boyfriend
now. He's a very nice one, and he's student of a medical school. I
know that this may a good chance to ask about it, but i just don't
dare to do that. He helped me through the hardest times when the
stories about me being a slut and have a very ugly pussy. But I'm
still feeling bad because we have a very strict custom here, that
we're not allowed to have sex before we're married. Though i know
that many have gone through this rule, they're just a kind of
hypocrite when someone is said not virgin anymore.
What
should I do about this? Sometimes i ask myself, is having a different
kind of pussy is a sin? God gives us diversity, right? And i just
think that we should respect in whatever He gives us.
Honestly, finding this site makes me feel better. I used to think
that i must be the only one having pussy like this. I thought that
i'd be left alone because of this. But i guess I'm not the only one.
:)
And if there's anyone want to be my friend, just drop me a
line at dreary_midnight@yahoo.com
Thanks before, and stay
kickin'!
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