EarthlyParadise
December 25, 2006
For a long time I viewed my labia as a deverstating. Honestly I still do but I'm trying to love myself. I'm one of those one side longer than the other chicks. I just couldn't figure out what happen down there. Every man I've been with always seemed shocked and disgusted when they saw it. I went on to thinking maybe when I was a teenager I masturbated a little too much and messed it up. I stayed a virgin for a very long time out of shame. When my 1st was about to go down and saw it,the expression on his face killed me. He pulled on it a little and came right back up. No oral sex for me. He never even called me after that day. Maybe he thought I was part man.I don't know. Every experince after that was pretty much the same. I started letting my hair grow hoping that would mask it. Didn't work. It got to the point where I said I was just going to tie a string around it and hope it would just fall off. I know sounds crazy right. My doctor told me it's not such a big deal. So I switched doctors about 8 times. I found a place that perform Labiaplasty. If it's not such a big deal how come I've always got such a negative reaction behind it? My own husband is encouraging me to get the surgery. He has never went down on me. I don't press the issue because I know why.He once said to me after a few drinks "damn your face is so pretty and your body is so hot and then you open it up and it's that" We all know what THAT was. I planned on having the surgery in february. After finding this site, which is a blessing for me! Believe it or not. I just might hold on to this ol' ugly pussy. I did notice that I get more an erotic sensation from the side that hangs down the longest! I thank you for this site!!!! I needed this!!!! I just was feeling so depressed about it and now I'm trying to love it. Thanks Again!!! I'll keep you posted on wheather I decided to get the surgery or not and the outcome.
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