LEA
August 18, 2006
WOW,
I'm speachless. I am almost 4 wks post surgery(labiaplasty).
I'm in tears. I'm at a loss. Can't bring them back.-
Especially after reading on this site, the love of labia an
all. I'm bi- and have always loved small labia (opposite of me) and
since i ride horses I get chaffed all the time blistered etc. During
sex they get pulled, while urinating I had to spread 'em so I wouln't
pee all over in a wild stream. Endless Reasons to cut
them off! FYI: (Baby Powder works wonders for
large labia sticking etc.)!working out etc. horses.
My boyfriend
doesn't really go down on me anymore the way he used to in the
beginning. We've been together 4 yrs. and I miss the sex we used to
share, I believe if he were into my labia more I probably wouldn't
have had the surgery. Allthough I may be completely pleased and at
ease with the result later after i'm all healed, right now is very
very rough (emotionaly) because there is depression associated
with post op plastic surgery anyway.
Its too soon to see the
final result etc.. My decision to change my parts was based on
what I believed to be true for me.The process of healing emotionaly
and physically will take time. I'm just so upset i didn't take
pictures of my dangling lips before surgery.
I played with my new
lips (much much smaller) and had an orgasm! first one in 4 wks!
(long distance relationship- he wasn't around) Any way I was
soosooo pleased all my sensations were there! but it's different.
nothing to twist , pull, get slippery while playing with myself!
I'm a dancer, and one time, a customer was in front of me while
i was giving him a pussy show ( with g string on) and he said
he could see my labia through my panties and it turned him on. he
liked big labia! I felt like i had two balls!
which is only what
i wanted to have removed, just the bottom labia(hanging balls)
but the way i was sewn on the right lip is just so
uncomfortable to accept. I m missing my little balls.
I hope the feedaback will make me feel better and not
worse! Any one out there considering labiaplasty , make
sure ( I hope ) you see this sight first!!!
Thanks,
Lea
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