K,
I have to say. . .I think you're reading WAY too deep
into this.
Sex with this guy is only going to do one of two
things:
1) Prove that he's not ready to experience what you
have, in which case you'll save yourself the long arduous process of
falling in love with him only to find out that he's too immature to
handle your sexy pussy.
OR. . .
2) He'll be so
blown away by the way you rock his world, that it'll solidify things
more between the two of you, and you'll keep having amazing sex, and
get closer and more intimate with each other.
What I can
tell you is that having this sit in the back of your mind constantly
is no way to experience this new relationship.
And again. .
.as I said the first time, I don't think this is something you should
"tell" him about verbally.
You should whip it out, and SHOW
him, and then gauge his reaction, and see how he responds to it.
Telling him about it verbally (at least to me) makes it seem
like something is "wrong" with you, or like you're "hiding" something
from him.
"Showing" him on the other hand how sexy your
pussy is, and then gauging his reaction (which should be an instant
boner, and loss of all voluntary motor functionality in ever part of
his body except his cock) will be a better way to go, I think.
I do not know how many men would be able to resist a woman who
literally whips her pussy out, and says: "Do you think my pussy is
sexy?" -- I personally would melt like butter.
Remember what
I said before. . .honesty is the best policy. Right now, all
you're doing is causing yourself undue frustration over nothing.
"And I really don't want to do that at this point. . . ."
Why the hell not?? Social stigma?? Did someone plant
into your head that you're supposed to "wait" a pre-defined period
before having sex with someone where the "chemistry between you is
off-the-charts" with (in your own words)?? Or is it because
you're ashamed somehow??
K, you need to go with the flow,
and stop resisting your urges, and what you know deep-down is
natural. I don't know why you'd come out and tell this guy you
don't want to have sex for 6 months. That is just going to
change his (and your) expectations about the relationship you share
right now because you defined a time-period.
So in essence,
you've told him that no matter HOW good you feel about him, and how
he feels about you, sex can't happen until that pre-defined time
period has expired.
What you should say to him is the
following: "I want to have sex with you when I feel the timing is
right."
That doesn't establish ANY time period on it, and
instead leaves it up to him and you to let the relationship "flow" on
its own.
You said yourself: "I know if I tell him, and he's
okay with it, I'm gonna end up having sex with him." -- yet you
resist your own urges, and intentionally block the natural "flow" of
the relationship. I've never understood how or why people
sabotage their relationships in that way.
I get the feeling
that if you continue to be dishonest with him (and yourself), you're
gonna ruin this relationship before you even get the chance to
experience how joyous and spontaneous it can really be for you.
If you insist on "telling" him verbally, then fine. . .but I
still think you owe him (and yourself) the experience of seeing your
sexy pussy for himself, and allowing him to make the decision about
what he think about your pussy on his own.
If you do it
EXACTLY the way I'm telling you, there are only 2 possible outcomes
and either one is favorable for you:
1) He'll be shocked to
see a pussy like yours that he's never seen before (or maybe he has
given his earlier comments), but will be impressed by your level of
confidence and the sexiness you exude in just literally whipping your
pussy out for him to see/feel/experience. You'll end up having
sex, and then you may not hear from him again, if it was his sole
intention to have sex with you, and then not follow-through on the
remainder of the relationship. It'll hurt like hell if this is
the case, but you'll be better for it, since you won't have wasted 6
months to find this out later.
2) He'll think your pussy is
sexy as hell, and your level of confidence in showing your pussy to
him is amazing, and you'll end up having sex. You'll continue
to have sex, and the relationship will get deeper and more intimate,
and you'll wonder why you took so long to get to this point when you
knew deep down how you felt about him, and how he felt about you.
OR. . .there is a 3rd outcome. . .you can do it your way,
and just "tell him" verbally with no demonstration of your pussy at
all, leaving him thinking your "deformed" or something is "wrong"
with you, when in fact nothing could be further from the truth.
It'll also build up dramatic (and unnecessary) expectations for
the first time you actually do have sex with him. And if the
sex turns out to be any different than what you (or he) imagined,
it'll make things that much harder to figure out going forward.
Either way, the ball is in your court. He's the man in the
relationship, but the ball is still in your court. You're
holding all the cards at this point, and you need to either play your
those "pocket aces" you're holding (your intuition, and your pussy),
or fold. =0)