Happy Now
December 6, 2007
I am 31 and, ever since I can remember, have hated and been ashamed
of my long labia minora.
I can't remember how many times I've
thought about having them removed, but I was never quite able to
justify the cost and somewhere, deep inside, I guess I didn't really
want to do it: that said, though, there are many times when I've
wished I'd have the courage to just cut them off with the kitchen
scissors.
Hating my vagina has ruined my confidence and made me
feel less of a woman and, more than that,it made me question my
sexuality: the reason?
I would always sneak a peep at other
women's crotches, either at the swimming pool or on the beach, to see
if they had a bulge like mine. I longed to look at pictures of
vaginas and couldn't figure out why. The only expalnation that
occured to me was that I must be gay.
I have always had
boyfriends, am happily engaged to the man I've been with for 7 years
and I have never been with a woman. The thought that I might be gay
both upset and confused me, as I didn't 'feel' gay.
I could never
bring myself to confess these thoughts and feelings to my fiance and
it drove a wedge between us, as I felt like I was hiding a dirty
secret.
Anyway, I've recently been having hypnotherapy for
a completely unrelated issue. It opens up all parts of your mind and
it made me realise that the reason that I wanted to look at photos of
vaginas, was not to perve over them, but because I wanted to see one
like mine, with big labia. Also I wanted to see one like mine, not in
a text book photo, but looking sexy, being desired, being celebrated
rather then reviled.
The subject of large labia is discussed more
often these days, especially in women's magazines,with more women
willing to reveal that they have them, but the theme is always "how
she 'fixed' them."Large labia are always portrayed as something bad
and ugly and unfeminine: something you don't want to have.
Coming
across your site instantly changed my life. I feel happy and
empowered.
I shaved myself immediately and it does
look lovely. Looking at the photos on this website, I have realised
how my vagina can look beautiful and sexy.
I don't know if I'll
ever see the day when I don't feel self-conscious in a bikini, or at
public showers, but I know I will enjoy my vagina privately.
This
wonderful website has made me feel like a real woman for the first
time in my life and has also made me know for sure that I am hetero.
Feeling confident of my sexuality has removed my fear that
I might be keeping secrets from my fiance, family and friends.
It is a huge weight off my shoulders, as I no longer have to live
with secret guilt on a daily basis.
A huge weight has been lifted
from my shoulders. I can't ever remember feeling so light and
confident.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
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